Hilary Baldwin There was anxiety what could happen to her and her husband Alec Baldwin During his high profile test.
During Sunday, March 9, an episode of The BalduinsAlec, 66 and Hillary, 41, returned home after their accusations in Rust The trial was rejected. Hillary admitted that she was not sure what the result would be, saying to the cameras: “This will sound so stupid, but I wrote the children – that I left here – lower case letters and hid them. I told my friend where they were in case something happened to us. “
Alec and Hilary share seven children together: Carmen, 11, Rafael, 9, Leonardo, 8, Romeo, 6, Eduardo, 4, Maria, 4 and Hillary, 2. expressed his worries on screen about legal issues related to her father.
Carmen asked me last night when Daddy went to New Mexico, I say goodbye to him? Do I say goodbye to him in a special way? “, Remember Hillary in an episode in March before becoming emotional. “(She was so afraid) that when Alec and I go into court, someone will shoot us.”
Hillary also recalled How much is Alec struggle In the original months. “I found these text messages that day between us and the day after he said he wanted to commit suicide,” she revealed. “He is guilty of survivors. … He wants him to be. It will change places in a second. “

She continued: “This has a great deal of affected his health and his mental health. In the last few years, he has had heart problems and has repeatedly fainted. “
Alec was originally charged in January 2023 for an involuntary murder in cinematographer Halyna hutchins– Death. The actor was holding the pistol that was fired on the film, set in October 2021, which killed Hatchins and injured director Joel Susabut insist on He is not responsible For the incident.
Alec pleaded innocent and the charges were dropped in April 2023, but he was again accused of the death of Hatchins, who was 42 years old when she died. The second case was eventually rejected by the judge, and since then Alec has filed a case accusing the prosecutor’s office of the prosecutor’s office malicious and violations of civil rights.
“The last three years have been a significant part of my children’s life,” Hilary said in her TLC series in February. “Our older ones were much younger, but they had an awareness because of their age so that they could understand what was happening. The youngest three do not know life without it. “
Meanwhile, Alec thought about how “Everything was so different before“The shooting. “Our life is very, very different,” he said. “Our children were forced to recognize it. They were forced to deal with us in their own way. “
The Balduins Airs Sunday to TLC at 10:00 pm Et.